Come ride with me,

Okay so i'm back here again to update you guys with my ever so hectic life,
just that this school week has been a little more less mundane. :D

Hello so monday was a very busy day.
Met up with elis & aunty maysan to discuss on our camp theme song & camp booklet.
And that means i'll have to start working on the camp booklet job real soon.
After we were done with our discussion, we accompanied aunty maysan to shop for a birthday present for her 60-year-old friend!
Haha it was cool shopping for a present for a 60 year old & looking around for stuff that old women liked lol.
Aunty maysan treated us to supper after that and we chatted for so long that by the time i reached home it was already 11 plus in the night lol. :D

Nothing much happened on tuesday.
School ended kinda early and i reached home around 2plus.
Slacked at home for the rest of the day.

Btw. Idk why, but i just can't bring myself to study for chinese olevels.
Up till now, i've still not studied a single thing when i've been wanting to study since like... the start of the week?
Damn. I'm really a failure in this aspect of self-motivation. D:

Hahahaha wednesday was a rly fun day! :D
It started off first in the morning when we were asked to dissect a pig's heart during bio lab!
It was extremeeely disgusting i didn't even dare put a finger on the pig's heart.
But jing, vigi & hsiaolan were crazy! Cutting up the heart so professionally and hsiaolan even sticked her hand through the humongous aorta! Omg. That took a lot of courage.
The most i could do was wipe the table which had stains of the tray which carried the pig heart. Haha. But it was still better than what hazel & kenglui could do. :D

Recess was another funny thing.
Only 3 stalls open during ALPs - chinese & malay & kopitiam, and we are given only 30 minutes for recess, thus the chinese kitchen always had the longest queue, and all the sec 3s would push their way to cut the queue. We were there quite early on wednesday, and i was hoping no one would approach me to ask to cut the queue cos it was pressurizing with a long train of ppl waiting behind you complaining & cursing those who cut the queue. (that was what i was doing to those infront of me lol) But it didn't work out. In the end i bought rice for ber & zhengjun. lol.

The third funny thing was when ms haryati made those who came in late for class right after recess to stand outside the classroom. It was really funny because it was a whole bunch of us who were late (i didn't think we were THAT late anw. but we were late lol) and vigi, kenglui, hazel & i were sort of having fun. It was better standing outside than be bored by her lesson inside anw. lol. Besides, i didn't even do her homework and thus i was actually hoping i wouldn't have to go back in at all. Haha. :D But that didn't happen - she eventually found out that i didn't do her assignment.
After jiarui arrived, those who were late were asked to do jumping jacks.
JUMPING JACKS HAHA :/ That was hilarious.
I didn't even do a single one. I was laughing throughout the whole thing lol.

After school, hazel, kenglui, vigi & i went to 85 for lunch and then we went back to school to take the bus to cha guan (tea house)! Omg cha guan was quite okay. It wasn't that boring as i thought it would be. But i rly disliked the man there. He kept complaining about students having bad behaviour at his cha guan, and kept saying that it didn't matter to him because he could always take pictures of those students showing bad behaviour and then send these pictures back to the school, and eventually, it would be the students who get the scolding.
The good thing about the cha guan was that we were given free cha ye dan (eggs) and ice cream puffs! But i don't like cha ye dan, so i gave away mine to hazel, and kenglui & vigi & jing were kind of also yearning for more lol. Sigh.... these crazy gluttons... lol. :X
And the 5 of us just kept taking pictures with our tea cups! That was probably all we did there.

After that, me & fiona made our way home on our own (while the rest of the class went back to school) cos fiona & i, who lives far from school didn't want to go all the way back to school then come back the same way home again. That way we'll be making one big round ain't it?
So we took a bus from chinatown to vivo (cos fiona wanted to go to bread papa to buy cream puffs lol) and we went home from there. :D

Slacked the rest of the day again. (i didn't even learn my ting xie D:)

Ahhhh. And so then it comes thursday - the unluckiest day of my life in ahs. (okay not really true, but it was certainly an unlucky day!)
Huixian didn't come to school on thursday, and so i went to sit at her place.
It started alright at first, until mr. ong's period....
Me & hazel were looking at the photographs of 5 of us that kenglui developed and dr. boon came!!! omg. i ~~swear~~promise i didn't see dr. boon AT ALL!
I was too engrossed in the photos i didn't even hear her footsteps walking into the classroom!
Junhao didn't either even though he was sitting right at the door!
OMG. She's seriously like a ghost - with her face all white & everything.
And she shouted at us and asked why we were looking at photos and not listening to mr. ong.
I was scared to death i'm telling you.
Later she spotted ma yun wei sleeping and so she went over to scold him and she scolded mr. ong right in front of all of us!
She's so freakin rude to him okay! I can't stand the way that she's so mean to mr. ong. :(
Then later she came over to me and asked me to show her the page which mr. ong was at!
I was completely stunned. Like. oh. my. gosh. what. did. she. just. say.
I put a physics w/s which mr ong just gave out that lesson on my table which i thought was able to bluff my way through. But no!
She actually asked me to show her the exact page which mr. ong was at (that page was flashed on the projector)!!!
I didn't know what to do, and she shouted me at least 3 times for that page and eventually i told her that i didn't bring the w/s.
And she blasted like a mad woman in woodbridge and took down my name and told mr. ong to give me a demerit point.
OMG. How unlucky! A demerit point for not bringing my w/s?! What was that for?!
7 others in class got demerits too, but i guess i was the unluckiest one cos she only scolded me. And reynold & jeremy too i guess.
But dr. boon really went mad with fury yesterday.
I could see her hair almost stand up. She's reaaaally scary okay.
That incident disturbed me for the rest of the school day, but i forgot about it when i got home.
Didn't attend kumon cos i wasn't able to complete my kumon on time.
And again, i didn't study a single bit of chinese. :(
That's really frustrating. I don't know when i would ever start.
Maybe tonight? Only if i don't stay on the com till 3am in the morning like i usually do.

Today was rather boring.
Did gong han during bio period.
Oh did i mention? Mrs. yip's leaving our school the end of the year, so it means i won't be seeing her ever again in my life.
I'm not too sad, but not too happy either.
I guess my feeling's neutral because after a while, i kinda seem to forget about all the horrible things she said to us before and i don't seem to dislike her as much now. :D
I spent the whole day rushing my homework - first it was emath, then ss, then chinese. Terrible. :(
Had cca after school and me & joy had to audition for the upcoming performance on the 14th. And the reason being because we didn't come for cca on wednesday. :(
Oh what a lame excuse.
But both of us passed the auditions successfully (though i played extremely horribly i doubt mr shi actually listened to us) and we're both in for the performance. :D Yay!
Thank God. :D

And now i'm back home blogging long boring stuff.

OKAY SO I'M BLOGGING BECAUSE I HAVE SMTH TO BLOG ABOUT.
Which is good.

Chinese o's.
Guitar.
Yf camp stuff.
Church stuff.
Kumon
Projects.
Hmwk.
Phy test.

Crazily busy these days. :(

In response to my previous post, i would like to share this. :D

This is my favourite song.
Though there are many hymns which lyrics speak to me,
but i must say that this is one of the most touching.
Dear brothers & sisters in Christ,
i call out to you, to pay attention to the lyrics of this song,
let it speak to you,
our God is just so great.

For you i will live

Why have you chosen me, out of millions your child to be,
You know all the wrongs i have done,
Oh how could you pardon me, forgive my iniquities,
You saved me through Jesus, Your Son

Dear Lord let me be what you want me to be,
your words i will strive to obey
My life i now give, for you i will live
and walk by your side all the way

I am amazed to know that a God so great could love me so
is willing and wanting to bless
His love is so wonderful, his mercy too bountiful,
I can't comprehend, I confess

This world is not my home

This world is not my home, I'm just a passing through
My treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue
The angels beckon me from Heaven's open door
And I can't feel at home in this world anymore

Okay i got 10 minutes before the day is over. :D
I just finished typing out the minutes for the yf camp com discussion which is the only reason why i'm on the com right now. (:

I thought my life would be better after the EOYs.
But it doesn't seem like it now.
I'm stuck with lots of camp preparation stuff, catechism stuff, holiday trip planning, kumon hmwk, memory verse quiz, and i've still gotta study for o'level chinese and pick up that damn laplaya & other guitar related songs.

It's a relieve that i'm done with the minutes.
At least is one down and i probably will be able to focus more on studying for chinese without so much distractions thinking about the heaps of task i'm supposed to complete.
There's still -
camp booklet (okay i'm going to do it after my chinese olevel),

theme song lyrics editing (can i just leave it to elis? lol)

my christian life testimony (elder richard said pass it up by the 15th),

continue my holiday trip plan,

DO KUMON, (stupid essie started pressurizing me to go faster last week and demanded that i do at least 4 worksheets per week when i usually just do 1 or 2. and i find it a torture alrdy to do just 1 worksheet. but good thing is she allowed me to bring back the answer book. :D)

Memorize the verses for the quiz which will be on the next yf meeting on the 15th.

STUDY FOR O'LEVEL CHINESE! (i want an A1 soo sooo sooooo badly!)

And i need to learn laplaya & practice other guitar songs that i'm unsure of. There'll be 2 performances coming up - one on the 14th, and the other on the 17th. :D

OKAY SO YOU SEE.
Life is even busier than ever now.
I need strength.

If any man lack wisdom, let him ask of God and it shall be freely given unto him.

Anyway. I just wanted to share about catechism class last sunday.
Elder richard said during catechism that he thinks some of us are ready for baptism this christmas.
He didn't say who exactly, but if it were me, i don't know if i'm prepared yet.
Baptism is a serious thing.
It's not just a statement, it's when you show the world who you are.
And i don't know if i'm ready yet.

Elder richard words always cause me to think alot.
All christians have a turning point in their life.
That turning point is the day they accepted Jesus Christ as their saviour.
Their life would change completely when they're born again.
They would change their bad old ways and lead a new life being a better person.
And when i think about it, i don't think i've made a great change in my life at all.
Instead, i think i've changed to become a much more sinful person.

The bible says everyone is born with sin.
Every man is born with a sinful nature.
No one man is born without sin.
Elder richard always ask us - did anyone ever teach you to lie?
No. No one parent teaches their children to lie.
And so where did lying all come about. It's all in men's nature.
Sin is the gap which prevents us from being with God.
Our Father, the Lord God almighty, the holy one.
Men are far from being holy. We are all sinners.
One sin, two sin, three sin, four - we are all sinners.
But our God is so great, and He loves us so much that He sent his son to die on the cross to cleanse us from our sins. To redeem us.

I don't know how the world sees me.
But i see myself as a great sinner.
And it comforts me how Jesus sacrificed himself for a sinner like me.

I'm very thankful that i was born into a Christian family.
How grateful i am that i'm able to know God.
Sometimes i wonder why God chose me? I'm God's chosen people.
But my life as a christian, i think i've taken God for granted.
Just because i know He forgives me each time i sin, then i don't think sinning is such a serious thing after all, and i just sin again & again, one after another.

Disobedience. God says we must obey our parents. Obey. It's a big word.
When you obey someone, you humble yourselves infront of him. You listen to every thing he says without complaint. No getting angry. No rude remarks. No talking back. You just obey. Whether he or she is right or wrong, you just obey.

Idolizing. God says thou shalt have no other gods before me.
Idol doesn't mean just a statue or bhudda or goddess of mercy or someone you worship & pray to. Idol can be your television. Idol can be your computer. Idol can be the celebrity that you love. School, homework, test, can all be idols.
Idol is anything that draws you away from God.
Pay attention to something more than you pay attention to God. It's a sin.

Cursing. Vulgarities - shit. walao eh. fck you. and the crude words that has ever existed in this sinful world. Sometimes people mean it. Words used to express anger. Sometimes people don't. They use it for fun. They don't mean anything. So maybe you think it's alright. It doesn't matter much. It isn't a big deal anyway.
But no. The sound of such words are not pleasing to God.
Whether you mean it or not. Vulgarities are vulgarities.
Just one word that comes out from your mouth, it makes it filthy, and it's a sin.

Lying. Even the slightest lie. No matter big or small. The smallest littlest lie.
Telling your sister to say that you're sleeping when you're just too lazy to answer the phone or giving excuses when not doing your work. Even a white lie. A lie for a good cause.
It's after all a lie. And it's a sin.

Hatred. God says we must love thy neighbour as yourself. Love your enemy as yourself. No matter how bad the person is - we must not hate. We must never talk bad about others - we must not hate.
Disliking someone. It's a sin.

Anger. God says we must have the fruits of the spirit - love, joy, peace, longsuffering (patience), gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness (kindness), temperance (self-control). And all these mean - No anger. Being angry with a decision. Being angry with someone. That's not the way we should be. We should be peace-loving, not building up anger inside you.

These are all sins, and there are many more sins out there in this world.
These sins i've stated up there, are those that i'm guilty of. Some more serious than the others.
and there may be others that i don't even see.
But i don't want to continue making such mistakes. Even though i've said before that i want to be a better christian, but that never really happened because i didn't take my christian walk so seriously and ended up having so many unchrist-like behaviour.
But i really want to be able to grow in God's stature. To be more like Christ. To be a good testimony of God.
I want to create a change in the way i've been living, i want to go deeper into my walk with the fruit of the spirit, to be a better christian, and to glorify God's name. :D

I love my God.
And my God i'm talking about is far greater than words can make known.

Did i mention that i'm hooked onto yuma w/b.i.shadow lately?
But that doesn't matter right now, what matters is the fact that b.i.shadow is really the cutest group ever!
And nakajima kento is the cutest member ever! :D

I'm currently watching their videos which i will not upload up here because of some reasons, and i just loveeeee the new group. :D
I'm even starting to like yuma whom i disliked before.

Sorry to say but i can't post their videos here like i do with kpop vids because as a loyal member of fansub communities, i've promise not to redistribute videos online & thus i shan't.

But i shall post pictures in replacement of videos & some caps along the way. (:

Okay here is the official - nakayama yuma w/b.i.shadow :D
The 5 of them - kento yuma fuma hokuto & yugo. (:

Here's the ex-bi shadow with misaki!!! ;D
Omg i can't believe misaki isn't in b.i.shadow okay.
I still rmb him in scrap teacher.
I was watching the bts of scrap teacher & thought misaki was really cute,
so i'm kinda sad that he's not in b.i.shadow. :(

Here's NYC boys. A temporary group with yamada & chinen!

And here's my lovely kento. :D

Alright so here's a little intro to my current craze. :D
Though i heard of them quite a bit before, but i didn't really take notice of them till recently - about 2 months ago when i watched some NYC boys clips because of yamada & chinen. :D
But it's better late than never.
B.i.shadow is just absolutely adorkable. (:
But probably because they're new, thus they don't seem to have a large fanbase yet.
No fansubbing comm, no official fansite, no official forum, nothing.
It's even difficult to find nice pictures of them.
But i guess their fanbase will start to grow in time to come. :D

And anyway, since i can't redistribute vids, at least i can get their pvs from youtube.

This is kinda old, but at least you'll be able to listen to their voices. (:

Thanks for listening. :D

I'm so irritated with my computer.
It keeps hanging on me & now i have to use the computer in the living room.
Damn it. I guess it's no point telling you guys because you won't be able to understand the pain i'm facing right now. :(

Oh well. Currently waiting for my HSJ videos to be completely downloaded. :D

I'm starting to really love nakajima kento. :D

Yeah. Mr. kento who's born in 1994 which is the same year as me.

Should i be smiling because he has smth in common with me?
Or should i just frown because i'm actually adoring someone who's the same age as me! I feel like a pedophile though it's not really exactly like it.
Anyhow, it's just disappointing.

Hello everybody. (:
Todays' supposedly the last day of school for all secondary school students (including us), but thanks to dr. boon, sec 3s will be having another 2 weeks of ADVANCED LEARNING PROGRAMME. (wow we'll see how advanced it is lol)

And when it's over, the sec 4s will be done with their o'levels which means we only get the freedom we want at the same time as the sec 4s.

BOO. This is bad. :(

But anw. Today was a fairly good day besides the stinkin fact that i had to go for cca.
But it didn't last for very long so it was okay. :D

We did spring cleaning in school today!
So it meant that we had to tinner away our pretty vandalisations off our tables,
but we couldn't. No one could actually.
I guess there's smth wrong with the lousy tinner that the school provided us with.
It seems like everything that's related to ahs is lousy. lol. x)
But well. I could not get rid of the vandalisations on my table including the humongous sho nyuh shi dae drawn by jairia on my table, so all the pretty scribbles of pretty bandnames are still carved on my table. :D
So is that a good sign? I just hope no one would ask me to buy a new table or i'll really hate the school. (:

Anyway, besides the spring cleaning, school today was just totally slack.
Did our target setting reflections, got back our report book & stuff like that.
I didn't meet any of my targets except for both math & chem. Pathetic stuff... i shall not talk about it here.
Ain't satisfied with my results, but i expected it anyway.

L1R5 - 10, overall - 75%, 90th in school cohort, & 10th in class.

So school ended miraculously early at 11am so cheryl, michelle, zixing, zhiyan & i went to pizza hut for lunch as cca started only at 2pm (gah such a waste of my time), and it was raining & i got myself drenched even though i had an umbrella. :(
My shoes & feet were all soaked & it was rly disgusting. D:
Anyway, went back to school at 2, and cca (for once) ended at 4.3opm!
HURRAHHHH! That's kinda early. (:

Then i hurried back all the way to ion orchard to meet jasmine, shiling, mk, ben, ian, marcus & yijie at dhoby ghaut for my birthday dinner! :D
Gosh it's been ages since i saw them, so it was really nice to see them again, especially when all our exams are over! (except for ben.... ahh i was so surprised he actually came lol)
Reached ion around 6+pm and we went for dinner at itacho sushi.
Omgggg. Dinner costed a bomb okay! considering that we're still kids & it isn't right that we spend so much on just a casual dinner. Like why did we even choose to eat there at the first place?
But i didn't have to pay anyth because it was my birthday dinnner so all of them gave me a treat. :D Ahhh thanks alot... we shall not eat there ever again okay! :D
It was rly funny cos after we went in, we got our menus & we just stared blankly at each other.
We didn't even care about choosing what we liked but just chose all the cheap ones. LOL. :D
It was really hilarious. But that still amounted to quite a lot of money. :(
But it wasn't that bad cos the food was definetely good!!! :D
I WAS FEELING QUITE FULL, SURPRISINGLY.
It's kinda rare that i will feel full unless eating at a buffet.
I usually stuff myself with food during buffet till i feel like vomitting lol. :D

Anyway, i'm back after a really satisfying dinner.
I'm hogged onto dramas again these days after buying 3 dvds on tuesday!
I bought who are you, east of eden & flowers for my life.
I wanted to buy gokusen 2 too but could only find version 3 of it, so i didn't manage to buy that.
But i guess i will finish off with the dvds i have on hand now, and try searching for it later. :D
OKAY BUT HERE'S A WARNING TO ALL DVD-BUYERS OUT THERE -
DON'T EVER BUY FROM THE BLUMAX OUTLET AT AMKHUB!
Goshhh. DON'T OKAY.
The salesgirls there are just irritants.
They kept forcing me to buy dvds from them when all i wanted to was just to check out the dvds that they have & then buy the dvds from TS since i have their membership card.
Omg. they made me buy from them saying that they were giving me very good discounts.
Omg when i went to TS i realised that everything in TS is waaaaay cheaper & i felt so cheated.
And the salesgirls were just so persistent, i couldn't even say no.
Probably i'm just dumb but i promise i will never be dumb again. (:

Well right now i shall not bore you anymore with my long stories
I will be on my way to kpop fandom!

Sayonara! :D

P.S. 生日快乐敖犬!
模范棒棒堂永远的班长, 棒棒堂永远的团长. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD!
(though you're getting a little annoying recently)

And since it's my dad's birthday, it makes it my birthday too! :D

So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Today's my 15th birthday. :D
Which makes me a year older. (:

YAY. :D (lol idk what's there to be happy about)

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Actually, i almost forgot that it was my birthday today.
No, i actually remembered earlier that monday would be my birthday,
but i forgot it yesterday.
So i was only reminded me that it was my birthday today when i saw that i had lots of messages unopened this morning.

Ahhhhh really touched by all those who sent me birthday messages during midnight yesterday, considering the fact that i didn't stay up myself. :D
And i actually received birthday messages from some whom i didn't expect would remember my birthday! I'm really touched, seriously. :D
Not that i'm not touched by the others, i'm really happy and thankful for all your messages!

Thanks to everybody who actually remembered me on my birthday - i love all of you! :D

My birthday must be a very unlucky day.
It's the first day of o'levels and the day chinghan has to go to obs (lol like i care haha :D).
Seeing my sister feeling very nervous kinda makes me worried for her as well.
Praying for her this morning gave me assurance & comfort, and i know that there are many others who are praying for her as well.
Well, i'll like to call out to those who are brothers & sisters' in christ,
please keep my sister in your prayers.
I really hope that she does well. (:

I don't think my sister is very prepared for her o's compared to all the nerds out there who probably did the tys for all subjects over & over again.
My sister hasn't even done it once through lol.
But i can sense that she's kinda worried so i hope all of you can pray for her. :D

Dear precious & heavenly father,
Lord i pray that you grant my sister with

strength & wisdom as she goes through this

period of examinations. Lord i pray that as

she goes into the examination hall,
that Lord you'll grant her with a

clear mind to remember all those

that she has learnt, and present it well in

her papers. Lord i pray that you'll

grant her with good health and that

she'll remain alert as she takes her paper.
Lord i pray that she won't be too nervous,

grant her with a peaceful heart, and know that
You're always there for her.
Thank you Lord, for hearing my prayer.
In jesus most precious & holy name i pray,
Amen

Well, we won't be going out today to celebrate my birthday cos' my sister probably won't be in the mood too, but instead we'll be having a birthday feast at home! Yay! :D

Ahhhh... the sin of gluttony... :/

Will be going out later to meet jasmine & shiling who are going to pass me my birthday presents! Yayyyy. :D

This reminds me.

All the best to chels & ben & daryl & daniel & junhao who are taking their o's too!
May God bless all of you. (: